2008年4月8日星期二

Election's Lesson

After 8th of March 2008 , our country has walked into a new era of politic pattern where the previous party that control the federal government has lost five states government to the opposition although they still manage to sustain their federal government administration . After the election results were released and published , there are many very surprise of the lost of the party ; on the other hand , some are very pleased in the sense that change , which is looked and viewed as impossible , can now be realized in our very own hands – votes . In my opinion , a change is always needed so that to ensure each of all the races in the country receive the same treatment and is not marginalized .
Falling in the election , some of the barisan members put the blame on the Malay party which is described as unfair and power abusing . The blame is not wrong as they did admit that they neglect the sounds of the people in Malaysia. In addition , the former party leader stepped out to criticize the present leader is the person who lead and contribute to the lost of the party . In fact , the one that cause this situation to happen is himself and obviously regret and awareness never raise or appear in his thought . For the past 20 years of administration under his hands , many of the strategy planned are unfair and the people in the country especially non-bumiputera are sick of it . Stepping down of the previous leader for retirement and passing the leadership to the present leader , the people see the light of change – something that they long for , something that they urgently need . This is the reason why barisan won about 90% of the seats that they contest at that moment . However , the change that has done is just too little which cant satisfy the people who desperately ask for a big change . Disappointed to the government , the people decide to vote for the opposition to show their dissatisfactions which is a good mean and way to do so . Asking truly and deeply to own self , it is undeniably that to change what has implemented and worked for so many years is never an easy task but time is needed and it can be done with no doubt and hesitation . The present leader perhaps still not work good enough but it is not entirely his fault . The mindset and the thought of the party urgently need a change and reform so that the members would not act extremely and speak arrogantly .
The parties that suffer the first ever big lost that is the Chinese and Indian parties which also the member of the barisan are now trying to find immediate resolution to settle and calm down the supporters and party’s members . Perhaps these parties were the victim of this election as we can see that most of the people just simply vote for party but not vote for the candidates in this election . This can be showed that a long-time-serviced and experienced candidate can even lose to the new and young candidate , moreover , many save area of barisan can even lose not by minor result but by huge different of votes . I do believe that the people vote for the opposition is not denying what the parties have done and contributed for them , but it is just that they want to show their dissatisfaction to the barisan . What the parties have done to us will always be appreciated and remembered . The action that pointing the finger to the party’s leader would not bring any benefit to the parties , in fact , weaken and destroy the unity of the parties . Accepted to the speak of the people , the parties now has changed their way of criticism where in the past is by discussion in the meeting but now is by public saying so as to raise awareness to those involved .
The opposition , also kwon as people alliance now , is always acting as a surveillance that supervise the government has experience the first ever huge victory and now switching the place with the barisan in five states where they are supervised by others . After many arguments and discussions , the first-time state administrative member were finally formed and is now seeking for chances to show their ability to the people . All the corruptions that had happened in the previous government are exposed orally and published in newspaper . However , no exact proof is giving out to convince the people . Often attending newspaper and reporter conference give the feeling to the people that they are trying to make own self famous but do not show any numerical and alphabetical analysis paper proof . Trying to realize their pledge to the people , many plans are done and strategies are discussed by the people alliance because they know that the people are not just want leaders that could speak loudly . The opposition has the responsible to walk the talk , do not let talk speak louder than action .
To the side where the people start not to support you , it is time to let the people see the change and work harder and do better to re-convince back the people . On the other hand , to the side where the people put their votes on you , it is time to show your working and administrating ability so as not to disappoint and dishearten the people . In conclusion , this time election has shown us the advantages and limitations of the politic parties and as a rakyat we are always the boss that can determine our own country’s fate . I am looking forward to seeing all of us moving to a fair , clean , democratic and advance country , just like the goal of our Wawasan 2020 !!!!!

2007年11月5日星期一

他与她的故事


缘份,它看似两个字那么简单;然而它的确非常奇妙!这样的缘份让两个异性的男女相遇与相识,也让他和她的心越来越亲近。在还未认识她之前,他深爱着另一个她,对那个她是那么坚持也那么执著。而她也一样地喜欢着另一个他,一直都因为另一个他而伤心哭泣。也许是命运吧,冥冥中自有安排让他们相识了。他每天都可以与她见面,无需故意寻找也不用特意去避开,他们都会相遇谈天。不知不觉,他们俩感情变得很亲密,也了解对方的想法,这样的他们变成了好朋友。身为一个好朋友,当她为了另一个他而伤心难过时,他都会给她依靠,让她诉说。命运也就那么奇妙的让她对另一个他死心了,同时间,他也开始放下了另一个她,不再那么坚持与执著。就这样的他与她的感情在时间的灌溉下也变得更加好。也许是日久生情,可能是命中注定,上天安排了他对她动了心。当初,他的确只把她当好朋友,然而这段友情在他心里已慢慢转变成了爱情!其实这连他自己也还不清楚,直到那一天他才终于懂了!那一天她很伤心,但他却不知道什么原因。不忍心看着她那么伤心的他,就叫她把一切告诉自己。也许他不该问,出乎预料,她告诉他喜欢上了别人而那人却不喜欢她。虽然当时他只笑了笑,然而心里却有莫明其妙的不愉快甚至心痛。那时才发现自己喜欢上她的他,方知已迟了一步,只有黯然接受。从那天起,眼泪就无时无刻逗留在他眼眶里。他选择不告诉她因为不要她辛苦为难,但却只能一而再的伤害自己而已。她曾经问过他是否有哭过?即使他以一个没有来作回答,但心里却想说‘我的眼泪能不掉下来吗?‘ 他知道那是不可能。无论在多么坚强,也会有时脆弱,承受不了!! 凭着一个坚持的心,他一句话也都没有说,也安慰和帮助她,告诉她感情需要时间的培养,它才能变得如此永久与难得。其实,面对着一个自己喜欢的她,尽管多么辛苦,多么难受,他也都可以容忍承受。也许吧,他对她的真心感动了上天。她也慢慢的开始不去想另一个他,开始满满的放下了另一个他。虽然,她已再也不再去想另一个他,但他觉得要给大家多一点时间,给大家多一些空间,所以他对她依然还是那么好,感情也许也都变得越来越好。经常听说雨后会看见彩虹,终可以等到黑天放晴。也时常听说只要坚持就一定会成功。拥有一个坚强心的他,一直都坚信明白这一些道理与哲学,然而到了这一天,他开始怀疑他一直秉持的道理了,他的信心开始动摇了,开始不再相信它们了!!世界的确是残酷,缘分没有所谓的美好,爱情也没有所谓的甜蜜。他开始笑了,笑并不是因为她,而是笑自己的天真,自己的无知。他以为只要有一个坚持与真诚的心,就一定可以感动她,可以拥有一个属于自己的美好爱情。他以为只要不去伤害别人,一切都可以变得美好。其实这也是他的以为而已。终于懂了,他的沉默,他的付出,他的忍受,他的关心,他的努力,他的坚持其实是多余,一点意义都没有!!其实,他坚持与忍受得好累了,而为什么他所得到却是无情的泪水,疼痛的心灵,孤独的寂寞以及无缘的结局呢??--- 她和别人交往了,一直不想相信,不敢了解,更不愿知道。一个坚强的心,顿时粉粹成了一片一片破粹的玻璃!!破粹的心虽然不完整,但却可以清澈明显地看到那道疤痕,那道撕裂的伤口,很深,很深!!他一直以为就只是差一点,他错了,事实上他差了那么的一大步,差得如此长远的距离。他万万没有想到他换来的竟然是眼泪,心痛,伤心还有........ 还有什么呢?其实再也没有什么了。跌倒了他懂得爬起来,伤心了他懂得站起来,然而那又有什么用呢??不伤害别人却反而伤害自己。告诉她,事情改变不了。哭泣虽然可以流出眼泪,但感动不了,也拯救不了爱情!!




我一直都想把她与他的故事写出来,然而一直没办法完成。因为我一直在寻找与等待着这故事的结果。终于我找到了也等到了,但是这也不是我想看到的结局!!拥有一个坚持与真诚的心,原来并不代表什么,反之换来的却是舍不得的眼泪,无法形容的折磨与痛苦。


~ lonewolf ~